caleb.

killedthegiants @ 2005-05-10T14:55:00

2005-05-10T19:53:17Z

OK FOR REAL THIS TIME
ADD stfuihateyou
I'M THERE NOW.

BAAIIII!

killedthegiants @ 2005-05-08T13:39:00

2005-05-08T18:37:50Z

not having a car has become such an inconvenience and reallyreally annoying.
so sometime soon i should be taking over payments on my dad's car, even though they're now somehow like $70 more than what he told me originally? w/e. i think i'll be able to afford it. but that's even more annoying because that will basically only leave me with enough money for gas to get to work and back. but, whatever.
rilo kiley was last night. it was a giant ordeal to get a ride because my mom for some reason just haaad to go to church even though she's been like 10 times this week? and fucking, every week. and we couldn't find where my dad works so i could take his car and he kept getting frusrated. but really, does gullo really need that many locations? and the show kinda sucked a lot. i left after like 40 minutes of rilo kiley. i didn't enjoy it as much as last time. i hate going to shows by myself. there was this kid with a bad haircut in line that was telling these 2 complete strangers about his troubles with his heroin-addicted girlfriend. i was like, "wtf?" later i went to the bathroom and when i came out he was sitting on the sink looking all depressed. what a fucking spaz.
oh and my mom for some reason needs to go church in dallas this weekend? and she's taking the car. fucking lame.
oh hahah i am such a horrible son.

why hasn't audioscrobbler worked for like 4 days? how annoying.
now i have to get ready for work. and i work with that fucking stupid kid. ugh. but i get to meet the new people! w/e.
ok so just add stfuihateyou already, ok.

killedthegiants @ 2005-05-05T21:28:00

2005-05-06T02:27:53Z

1) so in conclusion:
procrastination is very, very bad.
all of a sudden i'm having trouble thinking of pro-filesharing arguments. wtf?
i'm halfway done right now, i think.
hopefully i can make my movie review of sin city really long.

2) i got conned into working an extra day next week because my brother doesn't know not to answer the phone when work calls, apparently. wtf? i'm annoyed because that's 5 days which equals full time which equals shoot me in the face but also $$$. and i could use $$$ because bank1one likes to rape me.
but UGH.
i'm just glad school's over next week.

3) today the gm told me i'll be moved into music and more people start sunday so i guess week after next i'll officially be a music seller. awesome.
one of the new people is named caleb.
so now there will be a caleb b and a caleb l. i want it to be caleb1 and caleb2. if they give me a new nametag i'm going to scratch out l and write 1. in theory.
i have been being an asshole to coworkers and customers lately. only to those who deserve it, of course. actually i've basically just been stopping preventing myself from saying stuff and actually saying stuff. haha it rulz.

4) i have $20 in the bank and $20 in cash. i get paid in a week and rilo kiley is saturday. i wouldn't go but i already bought my ticket. someone should buy it from me. i don't really know how that would work out, though.

5) today on my lunch break i started reading this book called liberalism is a mental disorder. it made me really sad that there are people out there like that. i hate that the christian right has a serious agenda of oppression and fascism and they're achieving it. the direction they're trying to take our country scares the shit out of me. i don't know this all sounded a lot better in my head and now i just sound like every other idiot teenager who wants to change the world. sry for being so lame.

6) add stfuihateyou.

7) !!! is perfect for every mood.

8) back to work. :(

killedthegiants @ 2005-05-04T21:58:00

2005-05-05T02:57:02Z

so i'm basically pretty sure i'd be a-okay if i never had to talk to anyone but mary and a few select lj friends for the rest of my life ever, i've decided to quit going to math and just take it again next semester (because i like to set myself up to be a failure, you know), i still have not done more than 1 paragraph of my project due friday (ugh i just typed "do" wtf) and i miss spending days with my bffl. w/e everyone on the internet sucks.

oh and my new lj will be stfuihateyou. you can go ahead and add it if you want. i'll be moving there in a week or so.

killedthegiants @ 2005-05-03T18:34:00

2005-05-03T23:34:07Z

i feel like it's been YEARS since i've talked to my best friend. what the fuck, borders/target? are you in some pact to ruin my life?
but anyway, lot of funny stuff happened at work today. i guess.
1) some douchebag came up to check out and he was one of those "I R 2 GOOD 2 TALK BACK 2 U BECUZ I AM NOT WORKING RETAIL, NOW CHECK OUT MY COPY OF CHARLOTTE'S WEB, MINION! AND SPEAK NO MORE!" type, you know what i'm talking about? those type really piss me off. well anyway, i was too busy thinking about how much i'd like to shoot him in the face and chop him up into pieces and throw them in a river, etc., that i forgot to give him his change so i had to call my manager over to open the drawer. when he left my manager was like, "you don't even know who that is, do you?" and i was like, "no." and he said, "it's _______ _________, he used to play for the rockets." and i was like wtf? what a douchebag. but all i said was, "oh. he's awfully tall." and he said, "that's kinda the point." lololol i met a celebrity!!1 except not 'cause sports are dumb.
2) some woman got real irate with me because i wouldn't give her her classroom discount on a book she told me wasn't for the classroom. when she asked why i wouldn't give it to her i told her because it's only for items for use in the classroom and she said "well how do you know i'm not going to use it in the classroom? it has poems in it, i can read the poems to the children." and i was like, "... you told me it's not for your classroom." we did this about 3 times and she was like, "it's a present, ok? just give me the discount!" and i didn't, even though i could've. i just found this funny because she works teaching preschool at a methodist school in the woodlands. i was like, "you're fucking lying to my face, trying to take advantage of a christian organization to get $2 off a book and you're teaching little kids how to be good christians?" reason #102090 why i hate christians. also one told me to have a "blessed day" this morning and i got real offended. hi, i hate people.

BUT. i'm trying to optimistic and hoping that the people they hire are really cool and won't make me hate my job. even though it'll probably end up the opposite because life just works out that way.

i sort of have a lot to do? shoot me in the face. but first i have to go eat my hot dogs that aren't hot dogs because we're too poor/lazy to go get hot dog buns.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-30T22:02:00

2005-05-01T03:02:02Z

wow. i really love scissor sisters. i bought the we are scissor sisters & and so are you dvd today and i've been watching it in intervals whenever my mom leaves the room. they are so awesome, srsly.

"we know what it's like to blow your whole paycheck on cds and be like, 'oh well, i guess i can't eat for the next 2 weeks. i'll just listen to music!"
except i set aside enough money for food 'cause i got my priorities straight.

but anyway, my glasses came in today.

i felt really silly when i first put them on but they've grown on me. k.

also i got charged another overdraft fee and i am ready to cut a bitch.

i just made a new journal. dunno when i'm gonna change over. this is your warning!

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-29T16:20:00

2005-04-29T21:19:43Z

i'm really irate.
the other day kegogi chewed through my usb connector chord thing for my camera so i had to go get a new one at best buy and they had the worst customer service. all the employees were standing around talking to eachother about how cool is to being a fucking stupid douchebag that we spent like 30 minutes in there when it could have been cut down to like 3. ~~and the thing they gave me isn't even working~~ HAHAH NEVERMIND I'M AN IDIOT IT WORKS BUT BEST BUY STILL SUCKS OK.
but today just started off bad. when i woke up i checked my bank balance and i had overdrafted so i got charged $60 and i'm so pissed because i could have paid my cell phone and netflix with that. and i only overdrafted because they said i had $10 more than i apparently did. and now my bank balance is somehow almost $100 less than what it was this morning? and i feel so poor, ugh. i really need to quit eating out.
but i'm anxous about the promotion now because if i get it i could get somewhere between a $.50-.75 raise and i want that so bad. GOD MONEY SUCKS I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF.

but in a less "i'm going to blow up the world/best buy" light, last night kinda ruled. i stayed at mary's and we watched the woodsman, which we both liked a lot, and part of fat girl before we got too tired to finish it. i liked the part i saw but mary has seen it before and doesn't like it too much, i guess. i dunno. we opted to sleep in instead of going to a couple of classes cool.

AND I WISH MY GLASSES WOULD COME IN ALREADY BECAUSE NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE KIND OF SUCKS A LOT.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-27T01:26:00

2005-04-27T06:26:02Z

sometimes it overwhelms me that there is so much music out there to be heard and i'm sure there are so many amazing bands that i've never heard and will never hear and i doubt there's even enough time in a lifetime to hear it all. and it's frustrating living in this town where it doesn't seem like anyone else has any desire to hear anything that doesn't sound like hawthorne heights, or their passion is mixed with drinking or drugs. i'm sure this all sounds pretty poseur-esque coming from someone who doesn't know how and has little desire to play music. but still, it astounds me. basically, i'm sad that i missed kimya dawson last night (i didn't even know about it :\). ugh w/e. ghost mice july 7(ish?) and i can't wait.
tonight mark's concert band at school played and we went. i didn't enjoy it as much as the jazz band but it was pretty neat. i'd like to learn to play drums, i think, but that just seems like some unattainable goal so why even try? i'm really optimistic, hi.

OH, ALSO:
i'm being superobsessive and want to rename all my mp3s like this:
artist - album title - track number - song title

DOES ANYONE KNOW OF A WEBSITE THAT WOULD HAVE ALL THAT INFORMATION IN ONE PLACE SO I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO TO LIKE EVERY SINGLE BAND'S WEBSITE?

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-26T01:03:00

2005-04-26T06:03:16Z

ddddd.
apparently one of the music sellers is leaving. so that's probably why i might be getting moved over there.
oh well w/e! i was at minfo for the last hour tonight, which was weird because i was at the registers the other 6 hours of my shift.
i'm getting excited about this!
i think too hard about stuff.

if you want a job you should come apply. we're hiring like 4 positions right now? maybe more for the summer. who knows.

i think i'm bipolar.

stolen from risag.

SECTION 1 [ YOU ]

+ your name: caleb
+ your gender: male
+ height: 5'7'
+ hair color: black
+ eye colour: brown
+ your location: chair
+ fears: getting fired, white people, tornadoes

SECTION 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]

+ cheated on someone? no
+ fallen off the bed? yes
+ fallen for a relative? no
+ had plastic surgery? no
+ broke someone's heart? not that i know of
+ had your heart broken? i guess
+ had a dream come true? deja vu, yeah?
+ done something you regret? probably
+ cheated on a test? in elementary school we did this armadillo thing where you had an armadillo that represented you and every week had a test on times tables... if you got a certain grade the armadillo would move up and once i was so determined to win but i didn't know my times table so i cheated and i got caught. i've probably cheated on more since then but i don't remember because i don't care about tests anymore.
+ been raped? no
+ broken a body part? no

SECTION 3 [ DO YOU ]

+ brush your teeth? yes
+ like anybody? no
+ have any piercings? no
+ drive? when i get the car
+ believe in Santa Claus? no
+ ever get off the computer? not willingly

SECTION 4 [ FRIENDS ]

+ who is your best? mjc
+ who is the loudest? mjc
+ who is the shyest? me?
+ who is the cutest? mjc
+ who laughs the most? mjc
+ who have you known the longest? mjc
+ who have you known the shortest? mjc
+ do you belong to a crew? no
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? yes
+ do you consider yourself POPULAR? no
+ do you trust your friends? sure
+ are you a good friend? i think so
+ can you keep a secret? i think so

SECTION 5 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU ]

+ hugged - who knows
+ talked to on the phone - my brother
+ turned down - uhh

SECTION 6 [ PERSONAL ]

+ What do you want to be when you grow up? a bum
+ What was the worst day of your life? eh
+ What has been the best day of your life? eh
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? no
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? everything... it keeps me awake

SECTION 7 [ FAVORITE ]

+ Movie: i ♥ huckabees, closer, high art, the incredibles, etc.
+ Song: i don't really have one
+ Store: borders?
+ Ice Cream Flavor: cookies 'n cream
+ Candy: tootsie pops
+ Holiday: i fucking hate holidays

SECTION 8 [ DO YOU ]

+ Like to give hugs? i don't know
+ Like to walk in the rain? no, the rain fucks with my glasses
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? with clothes?
+ Dress up on Halloween? no
+ Have a job? yes
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side
+ Think you're attractive? yes
+ Want to marry? not really
+ Have a goldfish? no

SECTION 9 [ THIS OR THAT ]

+ Pierced nose or tongue? nose
+ Single or taken? neither
+ Tongue or belly button ring? tongue
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate
+ Sunrise or sunset? ugh w/e
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ Hot or cold? cold
+ Taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? shorter
+ Vanilla or chocolate? vanilla
+ Cat or dog? both
+ Half-empty or Half-full? full?
+ Newspaper or Magazine? magazine
+ Spring or Fall? fall
+ Rain or snow? n/a
+ A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? lol
+ Happy or sad? lol
+ Mexican or Italian food? i feel obligated to say mexican

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-23T21:40:00

2005-04-24T02:39:35Z

motherfucker!
i have less than $40 in the bank and i don't get paid 'til friday. :(
why am i such a failure?

they're kinda typical but i kinda like them. they'll be ready in like a week.
is that really tacky that i took a picture in the office? oh well i am mexican after all.

also, i am a bad student and it's frustrating. i can't find the motivation anywhere. why can't i just go to a magazine and be like, "hayy, i can write! employ me $$$."?! it's all bushy's fault! not rly don't flame me.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-20T09:11:00

2005-04-20T14:28:17Z

i'm not sure i like the new pope. but really, i don't know what i was expecting. just the fact that my aunt likes him is enough for me not to like him (that's not the only reason!). ugh w/e.
i have an appointment tomorrow to get new glasses! i'm sorta excited and sorta scared 'cause i have to go by myself. which means if i get ugly glasses it's all my fault and that i'm growing up. both of these are very terrifying. also my mom wants me to pay for some of them and it's like "ugh wtf don't you know i have cds and food to buy?". lame.
and oh! yeah. last night mark's jazz band played at his school or something so we went and it was great. his mom bought us pizza and we watched mxc and some show about video games that was funny even though i didn't know what they were talking about. we said stupid shit and we weren't even drunk. she took a video of me ranting about ibc vs. bargs root beer at chili's and it was really funny on the camera because i was so goddamn serious and getting irate but i don't think all of it uploaded to the computer. it's still funny, though. i think. if anyone wants i'll send it! y'all know how much i love putting embarassing pictures of myself on the internets. but, yeah, last night was good times.
i forgot my backpack at home so i feel like a phony walking around school with nothing. i'm going to go get a spiral and a pen before class, though. even though i don't ever look at my notes after i take them, it's just good to make the teacher think you care about their class, y'know?
and umm... when i woke up this morning and saw all the brand new groceries i thought to myself, "omg! now i have to have come home and have a fiesta!" the fact that i chose the word "fiesta" rather than "party" or "get-together" proves how mexican i am deep down. take that, whitey!

lololol i crack myself up. i think i'm the only one.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-15T14:23:00

2005-04-15T19:23:56Z

oh i love payday! payday you should come more often. mary and i skipped psychology for shipley's to celebrate. but thanks to bank1one i have to wait a little while to buy my rilo kiley tickets and !!! shirt. lame. i have to do maff homework before i go to work where there are bound to be thousands of teacher ready to ruin my life. thanks, borders & your educators appreciation weekend! blahblah.

i think kegogi just peed in here. off with his head!

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-14T18:08:00

2005-04-15T00:08:22Z

CALEBTHEELECTRIC: kegogi likes to chew on my yearbooks so i just put them on a high shelf and he looked at me like, "how am i supposed to get up there"
CALEBTHEELECTRIC: and then he bit my feet

what a fucking bastard. but i've been talking about him since i got home.

CALEBTHEELECTRIC: AND UHH I'M GLAD KEGOGI IS BIG ENOUGH TO JUMP OVER MY STOMACH NOW 'CAUSE THAT MADE ME FEEL FAT

but this experience has made me realize that i'm going to adopt or never having kids. is that weird? ugh w/e.

a tommy bahamas just opened across from borders and they're doing this promotion where you go to 7 other shops in the center and have them stamp a "passport" and then you can enter to win a trip the bahamas and i was like, "ooh, i wanna do that!" and then i was like, "wait, i have absolutely no desire to go to the bahamas wtf." and then i realized it was just because i wanted stamps and i was like "wtf squared" AND THEN i realized that required walking so that a big "fuck that". this is what i think about at work. oh and how ugly my layout was/is ewww. and how awesome "nothing came out" by the moldy peaches is.

and i ordered "lost marbles and exploded evidence" by enon last week and it came in today. i was going to get it 'til tomorrow (payday!!1) but i kept staring at it and decided i must have it immediately. i still haven't listened to it when my mom wasn't talking, oops.

i don't know i live a sad life don't h8.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-13T22:52:00

2005-04-14T04:52:44Z

i shame my friends with my lack of mad supernintendo skillz.
ugghhh but anyway, i made a new ugly layout. whatchu guys think? it's the first thing i've attempted in awhile so be kind plz. also i'd appreciate any help in removing everything from the top box except the (long-ass, oops!) text. kthx.
AND! THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!
I WOULD LIKE SOMONE TO CARPOOL WITH ME TO RILO KILEY ON MAY 7, 2005. IT HAS APPARENTLY BEEN MOVED TO NUMBERS, WHERE I HAVE NEVER BEEN AND DON'T REALLY WANT TO GO ALONE FOR THE FIRST TIME. BUT IF NO ONE WANTS TO KEEP ME COMPANY I GUESS I WILL JUST GO ALONE AND GET RAPED AND THEN SEE EVERYONE I KNOW THERE (lolz j/k). OK THANKS BYE.

OH P.S. IS THERE A SITE LIKE AUDIOSCROBBLER THAT ISN'T, YOU KNOW, ALWAYS DOWN?

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-12T21:50:00

2005-04-13T02:49:36Z

okay thank you for ruining my life karen buckman! i had to read this article and it's all about how the college environment is really bad for learning and part of it is because college students tend to live off fast food (like me) and how trans fat is fucking horrible for memory and it has something to do with alzheimers? i dunno but it scared me pretty bad because i have a really bad memory and i have a hard time thinking (like, literally) and trying to straighten things out in my head and i think some of it is probably because i've been eating a lot fast food for foreverrrr. now i wish my mom knew how to make more than migas 'cause i don't want to get alzheimers. i don't know i might just be really paranoid and trying to find an excuse for not feeling as smart as i used to. w/e now i have to write that stupid paper and i lost the paper about it 'cause i'm a genius. UGH. OH! but it said that nicotine helps fight against alzheimers so i should smoke more! or something. i dunno i'm freaking out.
AND i had another nightmare about quitting borders last night (only this time i was working at some crazy jurrasic park/six flags brainchild theme park). gah why can't i have normal dreams about tigers and sex or something.

edit. ok whyyy did i wait so late in the evening to start on this and why does she insist on apa and why am i freaking because i'm sure no one else in my class is going to get it right either! go college! mary why aren't you here to help me it is your duty as a best friend i hate you lolzjkilu!

AND WHY THE HELL DID MY MYSPACE PAGE JUST STARTING PLAYING SOME RANDOM TRANCE MUSIC THAT I'VE SEEN ATTACHED TO SOME .GIF BUT IS NOWHERE ON MY PAGE?? THE INTERNET IS IN ON A CONSPIRACY TO DRIVE ME INSANE

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-08T23:42:00

2005-04-09T04:42:11Z

i really didn't like sin city.
probably because i'm not really a comic book fan.
but i didn't like all the overacting and how many damsels in distress there were. and the way everyone talked! like, all the guys used a deep, gruff voice and the girls used a high-pitched voice.
also there was a lot of violence for no apparent reason.
and OH MY GOD the voice-overs were written like a pretentious 15-year-olds livejournal.

just... no.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-08T01:30:00

2005-04-08T06:30:56Z

mmm, mary is my daddy and my pet! omg i am so kinky. also i totally love my grandparents, fo' realz.

anywho, tonight we saw margaret cho and it was wonderful.
"they clearly don't read scripture; mark chapter 4 verse 17 clearly states, 'shut the fuck up'".
ahahah!

also i am stupid for being awake at this hour (i have been TIRED AS FUCK these past 2 days) and i think i have a serious physical addiction to buffy.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-06T11:29:00

2005-04-06T16:24:46Z

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take that, whitey!

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-06T03:33:00

2005-04-06T08:31:41Z

i hate how i get sucked into the internet and spend hours here when my original intention was to spend 10 minutes. :( i have to wake up sometime before 8. i think i'm going to try to trick my body into thinking it's taking a nap and then wake up, go to school, come home and nap some more. this is definitely counterproductive to getting my sleep schedule back on track. w/e. ack and i have to work at 845 on saturday! fuck. oh well.
a few things have made me mad in the past couple of days. particularly, this book, the guy who wrote the book and people who want the book. whenever i told my mom about it and how ridiculous it seemed she tried to tell me how dumb liberals are because they're "wishy washy" and "don't stand up for anything". then she went on for like 40 minutes about terry shiavo or w/e and how it such a disaster and how our beloved mr. bushy tried to save her but oh no the florida congress or something wouldn't allow it! when i tried to tell her that if that man can push so hard to start a useless war and make gay marriage illegal there's no reason he couldn't have stopped it. and we kill people every fucking day in iraq, how is this different? "it's very different!" oh because she speaks (spoke?) english and her skin isn't darker than kahki? oh ok. i don't know, sometimes my mom has her head up her ass and i don't know anything because i'm just a kid. i tried reading that book on my lunch break today but i couldn't bear not being able to interrupt him every other sentence to tell him how fucking stupid he was. then my coworkers saw it in the breakroom and were all concerned for my mental wellbeing, haha. w/e.
and a bunch of people did stupid shit today but it didn't phase me that much. this woman got something gift wrapped and then afterwards randomly told me it was for mr. so-and-so, president of the woodlands corporation and i was like, "oh ok?" why the fuck do i care? and some guy told me i need to talk slower 'cause i'm not talking to friends and assumed it was my first week. hey fuck you guy. can i get your zip code? would you be interested in recieving coupons from us in your e-mail?
also kegogi peed on our new couch and i'm terrified of my mom finding out. i feel really bad because she's never really had nice furniture and it's less than a month old and i'm pretty sure whenever/if she finds out she'll kill him or make me give him away. and i'm starting to think i'm an awful dog owner and i want to give kegogi a better life (adoption?!). i don't know. i don't want him to grow up and bite some stupid kid and then have them kill him because i didn't play with him enough. i definitely don't overanalyze anything.
w/e no one's going to read this. i just felt like venting and i don't want to go to bed/school/life. margaret cho is tomorrow! fuck yes, shit.
sometime soon i think i'm going go buy a paid account on a different name and stuff. cool.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-04T11:27:00

2005-04-04T16:26:14Z

is it just me or are white people allergic to saying shit that isn't dumb? how come just 'cause white people don't do it it's not "normal"? fuck y'all. uhh fuck i had to more to say about this but i forgot.
w/e the moldy peaches = genius.

oh i also would prefer not to work today.

killedthegiants @ 2005-04-01T10:28:00

2005-04-01T16:27:06Z

i'm fucking dying of starvation. so it's only logical i stay here and complain about it rather than go eat, right? right.
my mass comm teacher didn't show again. i wonder if something's wrong. our project was due today and i feel bad because i sort of pushed most of it onto my partner. um oops.
math test later. i don't know if i'm gonna go since i'm gonna fail it anyway. ahah i'm so logical!
w/e. i'm really looking forward to going home and playing with kegogi and watching half a season of buffy. god, i'm such a party animal.
my favorite supervisor is leaving to go be cafe manager at kwcp's barnes & noble. i'ma miss her a lot. today's her last day, and it's my 6th month at borders. shit i need a raise already. oh a gift card would be nice too. hell yes. borders is awesome. but i might be making that gift card part up, i can't ever get a clear answer from anyone.
i need a new jacket. why hasn't my check posted? i hate everyone.
i'm beginning to think i talk too much shit in here for this to be public, haha. oh well.

killedthegiants @ 2005-03-30T09:23:00

2005-03-30T15:24:00Z

some guy i went to high school with just came up to me and was like, "hey mr. luna!" and i was like wtf and then he followed me and i didn't try to pursue the conversation anymore 'cause i always sort of try to avoid him? and it was really awkward. i hate when people talk to me. i'm a real bad person. speaking of, we saw like everyone from high school at wal-mart the other night when we went to buy closer, which turned out to be a big ol' adventure but that's not the point.
the point is rilo kiley is coming back! may 7! and i'm really excited except the engine room is on a constant quest to ruin my life. those bitches.
and why is "we care" by whale such a fucking hard album to find on mp3? everyone on the internet sucks.
also, last night i tried to update my ipod but it wasn't working so i was freaking out and about to have call apple and start cursing but then i realized it was in the wrong plug. lolz i'm smart.
oh i really don't want to work today.
GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING PIECE OF SHIT! I HAVE HOMEWORK DUE TOO! I HATE MY LIFE.

edit. OH THIS BLOWS! MY TEACHER DIDN'T SHOW SO NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT MATH HOMEWORK FOR THE NEXT HOUR AND 45 MINUTES.

killedthegiants @ 2005-03-28T16:13:00

2005-03-28T22:12:58Z

i am a bad bad person.
you see, my mass comm teacher likes to make us do a bunch of unnecessary bullshit so i have to write this 5-page paper by friday and i overslept this morning so i missed that class and i feel obligated to do it now because i don't want to let down my partner.
but i am writing in here as a last attempt at procrastination.
god, life is hard.
but, yeah, whatever.
closer comes out tomorrow, i'm quite excited.
and the past like 5 days have blown pretty hard. i think my mom is on a rampage or something. it's been lame. but she went to feed her gambling addiction this morning so maybe she won't be so irritable now. w/e.
i'm mad at kegogi. i felt bad for kind of neglecting him since i haven't had the energy to play with him and he fuckin' bit my lip and now it's bleeding. fucking asshole! puppies aren't as much fun after a week or two. :\ oh and my mom thinks he might be un-potty-trainable because he's not yet and she's crazy so she wants to put him outside. i think my sister is lying about hers already being potty trained, doesn't it take a long time? oh well i'm a better dog owner anyway. har. but he is just not very smart in general. and somewhat of a pansy.
i either want my body to get back into the routine of school again or summer to come very quickly.
oh, omg, margaret cho is a couple of weeks too!

killedthegiants @ 2005-03-23T20:51:00

2005-03-24T02:51:48Z

i make really bad decisions about my purchases and i tend to act like i have more money than i do.
goddamnit.

but in other news, i am a badass. twice since i've been home kegogi has deliberately pooped & peed outside. i'm really excited, you see.

killedthegiants @ 2005-03-23T09:43:00

2005-03-23T15:40:58Z

NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!
THX JESUS

but really just is just a reminder for me:
-watch america's next top model
-do fafsa ($$$!)
-take shirts to the cleaners
-fuck, i forgot the next thing. this is why i make reminder lists.
-kill mary's offspring

oooo it's gonna be a bizzay day!